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Monday, January 28, 2008
okayy.. today was rather ewan.. but its not about the going to church and singing and dancing for the lord! it was this misunderstanding that became a big deal for some people... kayy.. if you want this in details..it began like this: the youth were suppose to lead one sunday every month for p&w.. so yea. we practiced for like three saturdays... then some of the youth could dance daw.. the dancers were me, Deannebes & temissyhug! but i knew that there would be tambourine dancers din who would be dancing... so i smsed tita remy saying that whoever would be dancing tmrw doesnt need to dance na kc blahblahblah... you know the rest, i explained it na... but she didnt really get it at first so i called her nlg and explained... AGAIN!! so she finally said, "okayy, ill inform them" sooo yea. everything was settle... but noooooo~ thats just what i thought... so it continues.. nina called me around 12.. and she started asking me what i told tita remy.. i explained AGAIN!!! then i heard my two favourite hunneyh bunch ates over the other line.. they were ALSO talking about the whos-gonna-really-dance-thing.. and then i found out that atemissy was talking to jammi.. and they were also sorting out the same problem... then bes told me that jammi&his mother were arguing... kc supposedly, sarah pino was suppose to dance today... then the makils&i started blaming ourselves.. and started saying " oh its my fault kc blahblahblah" soo my convo with the makils ended with a bye and a goodnight.. oh! and a special goodnight to my ***ster...hee..lovee soo todayyyyyyy... we danced and sang... and when it was the closing song for todays church service.. oh btw.. our closing song rocked the house!! i hope JC was dancing in heaven too! hahaha.. i love you lord!! anyway back to the topic... we all left the stage, happy to get the congregation running and turning to our "i am Free" song.. then the youth started hugging each other.. when i hugged jammi.. i told him his voice was deep and goooood.. and he replied by telling me that... "may kasalanan ka sakin" for people who are not filipinos... he said... "you have done something wrong to me" i knew what it was.. but it wasnt something that was wrong what!!!! then i started tearing up.. tears started to flow out of my eyes... and i heard myself say im sorry.. and i didnt mean it... ***ster saw me and she comforted me.. jammi then said its ok, that he's fine daw with it... that i shouldnt cry... hellloooooo... how can you say its fine with it when i told you your voice rocked then reply me with what?? "may kasalanan ka sakin".... i mean huwaaat???? grrr... even if he comforted me din i felt rather angry.. i didnt really feel na he was okayy with it... so i ignored him for a lil while... then talked with ninabes.. then we started talking bout tita remy... bes told me that tita remy was upset daw.. blahblahblah... so i started telling bes what was in my mind.... " but why make it a huge deal mann? i mean.. its not like they cant serve the lord if they dont dance for one sunday lang..?" and it went on.. i even told nina that i didnt want to talk to jammi... and i started tearing up again.. then jammi saw me.. but i didnt want to look at him... but i saw him whispering something to ate erika... i knew he was telling her what was going on... i didnt care.. then ***ster, ate missy and bes comforted me saying its not my fault... they cheered me up by singing something our crush(atechin&mine) sings.. hahahah... but a different version.. i love you makils!! thank you..muahh!... then we started taking pictures.. awww.. so yea.. we were about to leave na.. but suddenly pastor martin called me.. and i stood beside my ***sterloveee and listened to what he had to say since he knew what he was going on... thankyou po.. so that was my 3rd time crying.. hahaha.. then makils and the alingalans chilled muna at church.. while we waited for ninabes as she was being tutored by my kuya... my two hunneyh bunch ates danced with me represent get crunk! whoo! it rocks.. haha.. but i had to leave na.. so im here na at home... posting bout today... but before i had to continue typing about my convo with pastor martin... tita Barry(Jammi's mom) called... we talked about this problem... and you know what i happend? i started crying AGAIN!! she heard me over the phone and told me not to cry.. then tita explained that she wasnt angry.. it was a learning process daw... &she knew naman na i didnt want to hurt anyone.. and she knew how much my passion to serve the Lord was real... and im doing it for HIM alone!! so she started praying for me over the phone.. and i said thankyou and im sorry... there.. it all ended with a sweet and heartwarming prayer for the lord... if only i could hear God's voice... but i knew he used tita Barry to tell me what he wants to say to me... i love you tita!! my eyes are red.. i have runy nose... from all the tears that poured like rain.. and im typing bout what has happened.. but to rap it up in the end, i feel relieved and thankful that i have a great God who restores my joy again.... "i love you Lord.. and i lift my voice... to worship you... oh my soul.. rejoice" may it be a sweet sweet sound.. Monday, January 28, 2008
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