i had awesome times during our trainings.
couldnt be much better luhh
altho the misunderstandings and the badmoods sometimes,
every second was loved.
not to mention when the day came.
mannan gave us a so called motivation speech.
and yea it wasn't the right time to do so.
cos it all led to taps of water.
HEHE..
performed like it was truly all for them
peformed it for our loved squad mate, Zaaakkkiii~!
(you get well soon yea?) altho he didnt get the chance to perform cause of a reason that only US can know.. he was still there by heart.
performed it for the Npcc/Fancy! we love this CCA.
and duhh..
not forgeting.
we performed it all for our beloved seniors,
Mannan,Khairuldin,Ridaudin,Muhaimin,Mervin,Jiakai,Aidillah&Shyella.
aww shucks.
their the bestest of the best luhh.
i love them much~!
they told us that we did great!
i thought so too.
i'm glad they're proud.
to mannan:
"i told you a'an! we stayed put, hoping we'd make you proud at least someday.. and we
we did! HAH.."
but that night had to end though.
&&it ended with a blast!
yea as in blast!
we surprised them with a sweet chocolate fudged cake.
specially design by sukfen, eos, suhaidah and me.
&&yeay. gladly they loved it!
then they got chased by the rest of the squadmates.
wasn't really expecting that to happen.
lol.
haha. hey had to wear garfield hats and masks.
then we danced to the beats of our sch's band performance!
was fa-bu-lous!
haha.
jumped like we've never jumped before!
and it soon ended with tears all over again.
biig thankyou's and sorries from them.
but it didnt end just like that for some of us.
Besteey,sukFen&me hangedout with them at McD.
took pics and had our Laughters together..
stayed there till 10.15.
asteeg~!
had to go home.
planned to visit Zaki at the hospital the next day..
we miss him muchhy~!
biig thanks to my God for making that night a big hit in our school!
its success!

NEXT DAY
visited Zaki.
aww shucks.
husss.
i went in with the seniors around me.
when i saw him. i didnt know why but my tears just flooded down.
its so painful to see him like that, in that position.
i felt pushed down!
why did it have to be him..
i'm really down to bits luhh.
i knelt down on the floor infront of him.
i was totally speechless.
didnt have a dang wor to say.
i just whispered "zaki"
but i know he knew that i cared for him.
i wasn't alone.
my other squadmates were down to tears too.
with no doubt it was really heartbreaking to see him, lying down with not much energy to at least say hi.
he just stayed there. so still.
i left him for awhile with the others.
and yea. i kinda realized how fortunate i am.
but sadly, i told myself that i could have been the one there to take his place.
i whispered alil prayer. asking God to heal him.
yea. if you were asking why i was so quiet and i looked like i wanted to jump down the window, well that was the whole reason why i was really in thought.
said bye in the end.
and yes! finally i had words coming out of my mouth. hah.
goodbyes and poof. we were out of there
but at least knowing that he had a bnch of people in his side.
smile zaki.
we're here:)

later that afternoon,
we were down to half of the Fancysquad..
went to orchard with mannan, rid, jiakai, besteeyEOS, hanis, adrinna and faizal.
did actually nothing.
walked the whole stretch of orcahrd road.
planned to o esplanade.
but what a surprise!
it started to pour.
and yes! pour as in pour!
what weirdos.
asked ourselves if we were to run for shelter or not.
lol.
then eos lost a slip.
i meant slipper.
beautiful slipper noMore. haha.
bought her one.
hainaku.. what would you do without me. hahahah.
then played tag and taptap. lol. dang. i have no idea what that game is called.
said our goodbyes. and i'll miss you.
wasn't actually a goodbye.
it's more like a "see you later or a see you soon"
but yea.
i love you guys much~!
will miss you pepol~!

love it! its for you guys~!
i love my fancy squadmates~~
with mdm sulastry!
its you guys that makes me smile~!
pootpoot!
i hate you!lol. aj&a'an
aj&chocofreak
Zakihug!we miss you