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Friday, May 9, 2008
I'm turning to you Lord God its so darn hard to cope with you nowadays. its impossible but i keep trying. i keep trying to get your attention. i give my bestest efforts to bring you back. but nothing seems to pay off. what makes you hate me so much? all im doing is to get your respect back. im just helping you go through this. at least realise tha your not alone. at least realise that you've got sum1 else trying to lift you up from this problem. but you don't seem to realise that i give my 100% support! spare me a thought mann. you've been hurting me since when? ever since everything ended between the both of us. havn't you had enuf? havnt you at least thought of bcoming great frns again? when will we ever speak to each other normally and not try to hide things from each other, and not try to hurt one another? its really so hard to cope with you.. your changing to another you. yea you see the aj last year. but when will i see the you i used to know again. when will you ever come back to the way you used to be? i dont wana get hurt. i try to be strong with the help of JC. but whenever you speak to me, you just instantly bring my high hopes back down. maybe yea, i should stay in that one corner you placed me at. i just.. i just wana have you back the way i loved it. p.s.its been long since you gave me a feeling that i was appreciated by you. i thought when you tried getting my friendship back would work out better for the both of us guess it wasn't. but i'm still hoping. this aj doesn't give up. i know i'm not alone though. i know God's letting me go through these for a purpose. Everything's all planned out for my life. I stumble&fall, but He has Grace. i'll go through this with you Lord God. Guide me. Friday, May 09, 2008
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