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okayy, i think i'm a bad besteey.
you see, she's having problems now. but what do i do to mend it?
okay maybe i can't fully mend it, but at least do something to cheer her up right?
i mean, that's what besteeys are for, isint it?
but what am i actually doing?
we don't talk much, AGAIN.
cause why? i'm busy doing other stuffs while my besteey is confused & trying to smile.
i'm doing other stuffs that doesn't really involve her.
i don't know, i just read her post that's why.
i think i've really been neglecting her.
AGAIN.
i'm only trying to cheer her up or be there for her only when we get together.
but i never tried to find time for her.
not like i used to.
you know bes, after all these stuffs i'm involve with are over, i promise i'll make it all up to you. yea, the stuffs that i do to push you away while your mind wonders off somewhere else but trying & putting on a good act infront of everybody, even infront of me.
i promise i'll cheer you up. i just want to see that true smile of yours.
after all, i am your besteey.
i know it when you're hurt&lost, i know it when you're happy&crazy.
i admit, its my fault. it's never yours, really.
after all these stuffs, yea even the 1thing i've commited myself into are over, i promise we'll be the same again.
you're still my besteey after all, you know i love you the way i always do.
we're still besteeys, right?