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Batam Trip
31/08 to 2/11

There's really alot to talk about but too little time.
&i'm pretty lazy to elaborate much.
all i can say is that, i really had fun.
Especially with my awesome group members.
Farhana, Poh, Wendy, Farisah, Praba, Zaffirah, Yu Ru & Cody.
i love them &we make a great team.

i want to say special thanks to Poh&Wendy. For being there for me for the 3days at Batam. Not leaving me&always making me laugh so hard my stomach ached so much. Always there to put that special smile on my face. I love You both, really!
Especially the night we slept together in the same hotel room.
Poh was all over the room, laughing, jumping, talking crap &on the floor &up on the bed. SuSu had a special make over by yours truly &she looked like a doll. pretty pretty awesome.
those were the fun memories.
Poh!! OMGosh, we shopped like crazy on the last day. Bought the same bracelet &promised to wear it everyday, everytime. Except for shower of course.

We are so going to shop more often here in Singapore.
i can't wait!

hmm.
Special day today for me. 05/11/08
i shan't go into details.
*winks*

&yesterday was actually unexpected too. But it ended up really great!
i tried to tell her earlier. Cause she was falling for IT &getting brainwashed by .... . even at that moment of time. but she just wouldn't open her eyes. Until now. &i'm glad.

to best-friend but not bestfriend yet:
you know, you were not the only one at fault. we both had our flaws. practically the same identical flaws. but including different people. &you're so welcome. Ofcourse i'll hold on. why shouldn't I? you were worth waiting for in every single way. You should know better. Because from the day we became besteeys, i cherished you wholeheartedly. So it's really hard for me to let go. i know it was pretty difficult for you at that moment. but i never meant to hurt you either. we're OK now. not just OK, but really superdy OK now. &i won't let anything ruin that anymore. Kahit pa mag salita sila sa likod k, oh kahit pa sa likod mo. Basta't tayo lang ang mag kasama at totoo tayo sa isat isa at sa friendship natin, wala nang problema. walang iwanan ha. Kasi ever since naman, ikaw lang talaga nandyan para saakin. At ako lang plus your special friend, can take care of you TRUTHFULLY. Just promise me we would be there to understand &not judge each other without knowing each other's part of the story again, alright? promise me we'll stick together through downpours & sunshines. No matter what happens. &i'll help you bring the missing pieces of yourself back, i promise.

PS. bakit kasi ngayon lang. Haha. sana noon pa bumuka ang mga mata mo. lol. JOWK lang ha.
LOVE KITA!
At HOI! matigas ako noh. mahirap ako tagalin. Hehehe.

to best-friend's special friend:
SALAMAT talaga. kung wala ka lang at hindi mo ginising to'ng bestfriend ko, siguro matagal ko nang ni-let go at move on. So a really big big Thankyou(; Sana kahit wala na kyo, you'll still be there for her. To guide her when i'm not around. Thankyou ulit!

Everything's going to be better. much much better now. alittle while longer &it would be like the old days. The old you, the old me. i can't wait.

i'm finally smiling truthfully now. no more FAKE smile.

push all those backstabbings away &you'll find your true friend. the one who has been waiting for you all this while.