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Sunday, March 29, 2009
8.58pm, March 28, Nissiel's house. it's been so long since i started typing & surfing the net cause my internet is completely wiped out from my house. my MIO is taken away, that's why. but fortunately, i happen to be in my best childhood buddy/eating buddy's house using her computer. it's EARTH DAY! both our family are participating so we switched off the lights! incredibly, the whole world is informed. imagine, 80percent of the world is dark! God: where'd my people go? i don't see them! why'd my blue marble turn black? it ain't time rapture time yet, is it? (hahaha) my right eye has turned red &i'm afraid it's soar eyes. DANG! i'll have to stay anti-social if that happens.. PLUS! tomorrow's WIN SQ's 20th anniversary! everyone's welcomed.. COS-church of Singapore, Marine Parade. everything's going well now right? we're starting afresh i guess. but those fights.. damn, their countless now. they just keep coming. why? is it me, or you? i'm so confused, tired too. we were never like this, so why now? nevermind. you said we'll work it out together. you said that because we're one. my heart's hanging on. but it honestly doesn't know if it's broken or not.. i'm putting my trust in you again, just give me that opportunity to. i don't want to live regretting that i met you.. i don't want to hate you like i stupidly wrote down on the back of my hand for everyone to see. &by the way, thanks to all who saw me slapped the book on his/her tummy &knew for sure that there was something wrong. especially to clement who gave me a thumbs up as if asking me if everything's alright. &thanks to those who listened about the dramas of my life. to FAYEdear: i know you're going through so much these past few days. trying to put up a brave front for everyone to see. as much as i want to cheer you up like _____ could, i know i can never give you that certain smile. i'd lie to you about how much you'd be more than friends with _____ again for you but i really don't want to give you high hopes &allow _____ to just crush them again.. don't want to. but i'm here for you, always here for you. what's important now is to spend extra time with your Bestteyy. She cares more than anyone else actually. hehe. iloveyou Faye, remember that! okay, so this post is long. gotta go. till then Sunday, March 29, 2009
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