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school has been tough at the moment.
what with all the sudden depression first thing in the morning that then led to a whole day of crying cause of a friend who i admit, i don't really know well enough but just can't seem to understand why she can't understand me &the other party who's pretty darn close to me let it happen, made it happen.
okay, i guess it's not such a big deal but it's not a small one either.
i mean c'mon, that kind of picture.
&to top it of, we had a fight quite similar to this one &it involved the same people.
cut me some slack, would they?
i think was pretty clear that it's best if you didn't have to take it.
if it was cool to you, there wasn't really a NEED to bluetooth it to your phone.
you could have just commented about it &this fight didn't have to happen.

& YOU!!!!
i can't believe you were so freaking careless.
were't you thinking of me, of how i would react if i found out?
didn't i matter in that situation.
but you said "oh no, i was busy doing my work so i just said okay"
pffffft. pleeeaazze
at least i wouldn't be too dumb enough to say 'okay' if i were you.
hmm.
although i'm not saying you are.
it's just that, you should know best.

&See what happened!
i had to pour every juice out of me for that whole stinking day just to let you know that the whole thing was untrustworthy of you.
it almost led us to something new.

everything's okay now, i guess.
JUST PLEASE!!! not another time.

but nevertheless, at least i got to spend time with God again.
i told Him to hug me.
YEAY, &i think i sort of felt it.

haiiiiiii.
&now i'm at home blogging about the past few days this week.
i'm sick. down with the flu.
i'm not the only one.
the flu-bug's running around having fun.
some went home early yesterday cause they couldn't take it.
but i stayed for a certain reason.
but when i got home, i couldn't take it &ended up sleeping on bed till today.

computer's starting to bore me after quite awhile.
bye (: