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so we're faking it, but it doesn't feel the same anymore.

thanks all, really very much for all your kind words & warm hugs in your blogs &at school.
i think i won't be able to live without any of you.
thankyou for understanding, thankyou for always running to me whenever you saw me cry or sulk.
i really can't thankyou girls enough for the hands that is always ready to stretch out to catch me whenever i let myself stumble & fall without thinking.
&whenever i felt like doing something stupid to change my life for maybe, the worst & not for the better.
all the hurt & the pain washed away in an instance because all of you never gave up on me.

SEVENTEEN April.
this number is becoming my favourite.
it's his favourite & my girl clique's special day.

did so much today.
talked about alot of stuff.
from ghosts, to spirits, to possessed, to sleepwalking, to dreams, to love, to our cliques up coming book then our future dreams like our big house in Italy/Paris/Singapore.
we couldn't stop talking &laughing for at least 2hours.

then we played 'bonding' games like pepsi cola 1 2 3 & a, e, i, o, u, i love you at the parade square.
like kindergarten.

but ofcourse, we were still missing one person.
my BESTEEY! ahahah
poor girl, she had to go for her NPAP training.
sigh, nehmind.
next time, next time. (=

so currently, my love-buddy Faye Yeo & Hazirahlove is buying our book.

excited? YES.
very much.

they make me smile when you let me down.