1. am i all to blame for whatever turned out in the end? weren't you the one who made me like this? i've never heard my mom & dad shout, slam & close doors at each other before. they're just not like that. but because of THIS, THIS had to happen. when it did all start anyway? YOU made it happen in the first place! but Noooo. you don't give a DAMN! you're heartless. ever since

Good News:

1. i'm becoming a stronger person because of YOU.
2. i didn't lose anything, i gained more. i gained myself & the people around me because of YOU
3. thanks to YOU, i'm growing closer to God.

SPLASH PARK! i don't think i can live without them. my princesses. every single moment with them, they take my pain away (although i don't really know where my pain has gone yet i still do know it's somewhere inside me) but i'm glad.

i'm very lazy to type about it. but i'll post the pictures soon.

&like Eos said it, if there's anyone who's feeling down &in the dumps right now. don't wither &weaken. don't give up. keep standing. go back to God when you know you have to. Pray cause i know that he'll always be there for you & will never forsake you.

remember, i love you princesses so much & i'll always be here. i promise...