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Thursday, May 28, 2009
(a survery made especially for me from someone veryvery close to me) are you still hurting? i'm not hurting as much anymore. or maybe i 'm not hurting at all. i'm not pretty sure though. but i do get hurt when i see him not himself. hehe. i still care of course. i guess the hurt you're referring to isn't as strong as before. are you this strong? my friends keep saying i'm strong. some say i'm stronger than they are, emotionally. i guess i can agree with that because i get my strength from JC but have you moved on? probably half way, i guess after a year of so many? probably. maybe. i don't know. i guess so do you miss him? ofcourse i do. i've always have do you still love him? of course i still do i made a promise to him that i would love him forever. & love doesn't only have to be between a girl and boy relationship. it can be friends too. i do love him as a friend. &maybe as someone else? but what's your love, AJ? right now, maybe both? i don't know. i've still got to find out for myself. are you used to your life now? uhuh. getting used to the way things are right now. having fun laughing & messing around with my princesses. i wouldn't ask for more, but maybe i'm still wishing i could. but i've accepted the facts already. & i'm just leaving this to JC. he has control of my life from the very beginning anyway. i'm marked with the seal. so whatever happens, will happen. do you love your life now? of course i do. i always have. i love it now. maybe better than before everything begun. but i'm not saying that i didn't love my days with him. i did, & i still do. but i guess, we're better off on our own for now. RIGHT? yeahyeah. would you be there for him until now? i've explained this like a million times before. yes, i will. & always will. it's just really up to him to come & talk to me like he knows he can. i've got nomore say in this because it's not my decision but i'll be here waiting if he needs a friend. why are you like this, even after so much hurt you've gone through, why are you still so kind, loving, understanding & laughing? i can't possibly hate someone so much as if i'm the only person in this whole world who goes through this kinds of problems! obviously there's a lot more girls who went through this. & i don't have the biggest problem in the whole world anyway so why should i hate to such an extent? JC loved His children so much even though they betrayed him, so why can't i love the same? i am a christian after all. weird thing is, i just really don't know how to hate. i do get angry. but i can never hate anyone. hahaha. i'm just not like that. if something unexpected happens in your life that has got to do with this, what would you do? i don't know. but i'll be ready for it, i guess. good or bad, i'll take it on. SUPER AJ-ayy!! anything else, miss? nah. nothing else. i'm tired explaining. lol. bytheway, i'm in my school's computer lab. doing, nothing actually. suddenly quiet... because of this damn survey. i've got a tail! my hair! i've got a tail! hahahaha. Thursday, May 28, 2009
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