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damn it
i guess classes will resume as scheduled.
& that would mean that i'll have to see my past over & over again

tsk
just when i'm having the time of my life without you
just when i'm finally passing a life without you
i'll see you again in a few more days

what if, i don't make it all over again?
what if, everything just draws back to me?

i don't want that to happen.
& NO, i'll never let that happen
i promise me

i'm just scared.

Hebrews 13:5
" because God has said, 'i will never leave you nor forsake you"

i know you're there. that's why i'm hanging on.
knowing that you'll love me unconditionally
the way that person never did.

i'll get ready...
help me get ready...

status: tired. physically.
alright. emotionally.
happy. spiritually