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Saturday, June 20, 2009
fever. he's having fever now he's totally just got me thinking of the times when i was there to take care of him even when i was sick aswell. when he'd lie on bed, not making a sound cos he was too tired & kept fallin asleep then would wake up & find me sitting on the floor while writing on my diary how cute he is when he sleeps. then he'd play with my hair as if to say 'thankyou for coming, my syg'. UGH! those times, they just pop in my head like nobody's damn cold business! then making me feel so discouraged knowing that i'm nomore in position to go over there where he is to take care of him like i used to... &knowing that these were the last few days before everything went KA BOOM! &the last few days he gave me hugs & kisses... &said he loved me... he really really did... now i can't help but think that everything i've ever sacrificed for him, went BULLSH. that he could just... FORGET IT! this sucks. i seriously hate feeling this way. if he finds out what i've wrote in this blog, what does it matter to him anyway. it never mattered much ever since that day. $%@#$%#$%#$%@#^&#% my second post for the day Saturday, June 20, 2009
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