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OH.MY.Geeeeee!!!

another one of my craziest days!

i couldn't say hi to him.
i was so shy!
for like after dinosaur years, i haven't had this thump thump in my heart!

usually, i'd go up to him & say hi.
but that was before he knew...
YES! he knows.
all because of Gio Pino! Kill you!
hahaha.

awww, gosh i think i'm going to go crazy!
everywhere i look, he's there. hahaha.
weird enough, the juniors just can't stop bothering me about him.
they keep pointing at his direction & i'll go EEK!

but this is helping, really
helping really good.

but i just had to be reminded &tempted tonight once again
i finally saw her FACE!
i won't have enough time to put it in words what i think about HER, but seriously, i have no idea where his mind & heart is going!

if any of you happen to read this post, then come up to me & start talking about her.
i'm telling ya'll, i'm going to laugh my heart out!!
just mention a bit of information about her, you'll hear me laughing like some effin fool!

but i can't help it, i'm AMAZED!
BAHAHAHAHA!
amazed at how stupid this world can get!

sorry, but if you think i'm laughing at her
well NO, i'm honestly & truthfully not laughing at her

( OK, maybe just a teeny weeny bit... OK maybe, a little more than that XP )
i'm laughing at him

it's not that i'm jealous ( HELL NO! )
i'm just laughing at his stupidity!

if YOU want to go be a baby & tell him what i post here, i'll kill you!
because i would rather want him to read it for himself.

this is my opinions, my personal desclaimer.

i don't give a damn actually, because i sort of figured that the both of them will turn out that way ever since.
foolishness! stupidity! lust! selfishness!
tell me what else?!

i can't believe you fell for your stupid decisions.
who are you, idiot?
don't you see you're in the wrong heart.

&NO, you don't belong with me.
because i'm sick & tired of playing your game that i NEVER wanted to play in the first place.

i'm thumping for a new aura in life.
(LOL! crap)
&i'm happy with my new vibe.
(LOL! crap again)
& this i'm certainly sure of, i ain't falling for the wrong person all over again.
i don't want to be as stupid as you.

that reminds me, 2weeks & he'll be flying back to Philippines )));

"you're leaving, on an aeroplane. don't know when you'll be back again"

sigh sigh sigh.