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Saturday, June 20, 2009
woke up pretty early today despite sleeping at 3 again yesterday received a msg from him i rather not elaborate. pls, no furthur details cause it just sort of pisses me off. but hey, what am i doing again? trying to maintain that good atmosphere between us although i'm not sure if it would backfire or not. i'm not complaining. i'm willing to maintain it, actually. it's a stupid silly situation anyway. but seriously, why do guys look at you that way as if you two never went through any damn thing. like even though their the jerkiest of the jerks, you just can't bring yourself to hate them even just a one bit. like when there comes a time when he's in the mood &you chat, you love him more. you come to think that you two finally got a good relationship as very deardear friends then suddenly the next day, he's there jerking again. ugh! it just really pisses me off lahh. he's so on & off all the time. boys are seriously unpredictable human beings. you won't know when he'll be in the mood & come chatting with you happily all of a sudden. willingly sharing his secrets with you & you doing the same. but i appreciate & cherish that night. cos if it weren't for that night, i wouldn't have thought that it wasn't impossible for us to be okay again. this is my love life. my love story complicated but not at all boring sometimes exciting, sometimes troublesome should i ask for a better one? Maybe. but things just don't work out the way you want it to, do they? all you can do is hope cause it's better to hope than to lie true. but am i hoping? alittle. but i don't want to, trust me. someone told me that hoping isn't all that bad why do you always give me that strange prick in my heart? why is it still you? im hopeless! Saturday, June 20, 2009
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