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Friday, July 3, 2009
2 july, computer lab during Physics do you know what's depressing me nowadays? it's the fact that my heart's heavy all of a sudden again &this time, i don't know why. i swear. i really don't know why maybe because i'm adapting to the change in lifestyle here in shcool because although i see him in school, this is the longest time i have ever ignored him. like totally! i haven't smsed him for 6days, i i haven't talked to him for 6days, & i haven't said hi either ever since the start of school. but i'm still not quite sure if that's really the reason why i feel like i'm carrying a burden in my heart. i told Besteey about it i tell her so much nowadays. feels like we're growing stronger &she's there to willingly listen without complaining or criticising i love her. thankyou truckloads. hmmm. but how long can i keep this up? i mean the ignoring thing. because, there are 23 more days until my birthday, 23 more days for me to keep trying to ignore him, 23 more days wether or not he'll take the initiative to even say hi & 23 more days wether or not he'll greet me a happy birthday. because , i always get the one in a million chance if you know what i mean i've got to find out what's up with me nowadays. tsk Friday, July 03, 2009
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