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Wednesday, July 8, 2009
today was a little bit complicated. i had to make sure my dear princess Nurul gets her lovin' hmmm. i told her it hurts to know my close friend is feeling this way the hurt i felt so much before. the one situation in life that broke down my every spirit. now it's her turn... &i try not to make her go through whatever mistakes i made but i know it takes time. eventually Nurul, you'll get pass the heartache you'll finally see that life's brighter every morning that it really isn't worth crying over bitter-sweet love because you deserve better i've realised it quite a few times before myself but at times, i never really took it to account until these past few days.. but i don't know, some people just can't understand. they still doubt me they say it only comes from my mouth but my heart says the other. i'm really over things, i've moved on i just don't know why you people still think i'm lying shouldn't you be happy that i've finally woken up?! that i'm finally OK with the way things are?! what do you want from me anyway if not to be happy? forget it, i don't know where this is going... if you only know how much i love you girls. &if you only know how much i want to get out from this dark room yet i feel that i'm being pushed back in... because all i want to do is find a way back into love "if you ask me if i still love him, I'd lie" Wednesday, July 08, 2009
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