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Monday, August 31, 2009
because there's you & me, and all other people. with nothing to do, nothing to prove. cause there's you & my, and all other people but i don't know why, i can't keep my eyes off of you i don't feel like posting much tonight. i'm going through sorrow again. trying to hold back my tears but like always, i fail to do so. my heart's aching. but i'm smiling, for you. i shouldn't be. i should be angry. i should be shouting & doing all sorts of stuff to ruin your life. but that's not what i'm going to do. i'm gobsmacked. because after a long time, i started hoping a little again. i thought there was still another chance... at least just 1 chance. 1 more day. 1 more week or even (if God would allow) another year... but never will that happen again.. & i've accepted that. but it still hurts. i know your plans now. there's definitely no way now. so i guess i'll try to be happy, for you. if only you knew, when i was singing that song on stage. the way i stared straight at you, & assumed you knew what i was feeling at that moment. the way i tried to reach out to you while singing the chorus. the way i trembled & held back my tears until i was behind the curtains. have you ever thought just maybe, again? No, i don't think so. Monday, August 31, 2009
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