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Saturday, August 15, 2009
misunderstood i'm home early this week. & that's a good thing, actually(; but there's a reason why i left school early. i don't want to talk about it. i went to Besteey's house for awhile & had another besteey time together. i missed just being with only her. but she wasn't the only one i hanged around with. VODKA too! haha. her really pampered lovely brown dog. i want a dog too! he couldn't stop licking the hell outta me & not just once, but i think thrice, he hugged my leg with two legs & wanted to....... BWAHAHAHA! shutup, don't tell em Bes, because i bet they know what i mean. anyway, i can't wait for Isabelsonny's birthday & she'll be having a party. dress code: Semi-formal. lol. so i'll be wearing a dress, together with the rest of the girls. lovee(; For love-buddy: i wish you'd put more trust in me & learn how to handle your words carefully next time because it's not like you've handled your situation completely either. no matter how straight-forward you are, i'm sure you know how to speak with thought, right? all i'm asking is for some respect for how i feel. i love you very much. & it hurts to feel anger in me because of you. but it hurts more when i know you're 'joking' when you know very well that i'm not. i'm not the only one who feels irritad at you nowadays. i won't mention their names. i'll let them handle thier feelings for you themselves. i know you're confuse with your life now. i know you're having trouble with whatever situations you're facing now. but it still doesn't give you the right to just blurt out whatever you think the other party's feeling & going through because you should look at yourself first. you've went through this pain before. having to feel that you're misunderstood no matter how hard you try to prove them wrong. everyone wants to be true to oneself, so that's what i want to do. i hope you understand. & honestly, i dont think i have anything to be sorry for. i don't feel that there's a need for me to say sorry because if you recall, i've been trying & trying to convince you about how i feel. but do you ever even try to believe me? for real? hmm, i jsut hope you'd put yourself in my shoes after this. i dont want to fight. i really don't. not now that you're having your own problem too. i don't want this to be another. i love you, love-buddy. you're still the best love-buddy i ever had. i hope you see the situation the way i do pretty soon.. that's all. Saturday, August 15, 2009
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