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' there's no harm in keeping these heartfelt sweet nothings as secret'

today was Jolster's birthday get together party. love her!
today was fun.
especially capsizing, flying & drowning in the pool while doing a pyramid.
i practically kept flying off because i was the one who's suppose to be the top of the pyramid.
secrets shared, plans made, feelings shared.
awesome.
should go out with my youth bestfriends more often(;

&they're all working already!
they found jobs at New York, New York & Swensens.
i want to work part-time too but my parents allow me only during the holidays.
so as soon as the holidays come on november, i'll find work & recieve my own money.
be independent(;
i want experience & i can't wait.

THE DEEPER TRUTHS:

i told you i won't talk to you anymore just like you wished i would do. so i'll grant that wish, just for you(;
so now, you can start pretending that you never had a first for all. pretend that i never caught your heart. pretend that we never met. pretend all you want & i'll be just fine(;