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Saturday, September 19, 2009
i love enchong!!!! i love him i love him i love him i love him!! hahahahahaha. yeeeeeeeeeeeeheeeeeeeeeeeeeeee. =B nyahahaha. lalala. i know, okay. i know i shouldn't be here but it's friday! ha ha. i can't help it(; anyway, i just felt like doing this. it's just my trip. Besteey & isabel knows about this. this is my version of 3E1's essay titled, 'promises' here goes: in reality, people often say that promises are meant to be kept. people tend to promise when they want to convince the other party how trustworthy they are. especially when you're in love & in a relationship. Although, once broken, other's say that promises are meant to be broken. i've got my own experience too. i never thought i'd meet a guy who i never expected to fall in love with. he was special, i won't deny. he caught my eye just with a short glance. all he did was finally get to meet me for the first time, talk to me & get to know me. it took us more than a year to know we both existed. i started to think of him & secretly look for him when i knew his class was around. i didn't tell anyone what i thought i was feeling at first. i didn't think it was real because i thought it was another one of those puppy love moments but i was wrong. everything went by in a flash and soon, we were officially together. despite the many differences and the odds between us, we were a very lovely couple. we didn't care about what others said and we tried our very best to make ends meet no matter how difficult and heavy it weighed us down. through thick or thin, i thought. i loved him wholeheartedly and probably, during those days, he loved me too. without much reluctance, i open-mindedly and assuringly made a promise to him. i promised him that i would love him forever. we both knew when i made that promise, that i shouldn't have but i did. maybe because i knew i could keep that promise. until things started to get very side track. nothing i would have expected of our relationship started to pile up on us. problems after problems and fights after fights started drifting us apart. we were never like this in the beginning. things between us started becoming worse, but i still kept that promise in mind. so i thought we were going to work this out together. until the very day i prayed wouldn't come came. he broke up with me. for reasons i didn't expect him to tell me. things i never could have imagined would happen between us happened. it ruined everything about us. it ruined my trust for him, my care & our love for each other. things became depressingly hopeless for me only, i thought. i felt very very pressurized. however, i still loved him very much. A promise is a promise, right? many years have passed & things started to change again. i was old enough to know what a promise really was. i finally found a man whom i could love & who loved me back, fully & faithfully. it wasn't him though. yes, i broke my promise. i'm sure he doesn't mind after many years have passed. perhaps he thought that i would be the first person in this world who would actually keep a promise and would be sitting in a void deck playing checkers all by myself. no, it didn't go that way. he was wrong... i just wonder sometimes, how is he now. so are promises meant to be kept? or are promises meant to be broken? i don't think we'll ever know, won't we? THE END! hahahaha! nice right? i know. (; maybe i should give this to mdm Jayanthi or perhaps Ms Rita so they can mark it for me & comment. hee one more day my fellow muslim friends. it'll be Hari Raya soon! so any plans?
Saturday, September 19, 2009
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