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Saturday, July 31, 2010
Is it me, or is the world getting meaner by the day? Or maybe it's just the people around that's making everything fall apart. Making it all a big deal. Yesterday, i tried. If you were in my place, what would you feel? Apologizing even though I don't know what I did wrong? then in the end, you're just told that i shouldn't explain any further because you've pushed it aside... Not even your side of the story was said. It took me a lot of courage you know... You told me to forget about it, that i shouldn't burden myself. But you probably don't mean it anyway. Do you? Did you really think that i was out there to hurt you at all? Do you even know what i'm trying NOT to do? Do you know how much i'm sacrificing? Do you even know what that person & i chat about? If only you knew what i told him... My words have no affect? Then should i just shut up & let you talk about me even when i effing don't know what i did wrong? I thought you were the kind of person who wouldn't want to be involved? Everyone thought so too. Did you know that although we don't talk much, you're one of the friends i trust the most because i thought you were that kind of person everyone thought you were? Maybe you're not on her side. Maybe you're not on anyone's side. But does it change the fact that you're acting oppositely? What did i do wrong? tell me, because i seriously want to know. If you can say things about me behind my back, then tell me face to face. Or even SMS. SMACK IT RIGHT AT ME, because i'm clueless. stop being plastik. i guess the word friends was never even a mutual thing from the beginning after all. & when this high school life ends, i'll get to know who my real friends are. i'll get to know what the word friendship really means. like i said, i'm trying to live life in the best way i can. Dear God, what do i have to do? What did I do?);
Saturday, July 31, 2010
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